Wednesday, August 08, 2007!
HandWritten on; 10:34 PM
Familiar-Nigel Bayi'm still hereand i know that you're aroundi cannot hear you speakbut i feel you somehowI'm still hearingyour heartbeat in my headI've heard it all my lifeand even now it sounds the samei can travel the world searching for what i needbut in you it's already foundYou cover melike a home amidst the stormyou hide me away from the reach of the worldand keep me from falling onI'm in a place that's filled with the grace of knowingi can call you my ownyou cover melike your ownEverybody says you're too small for anythingbut you're bigger than you know
it never ceases to amaze meI'm in a land where i know i'm not alone
You cover me
like a home amidst the storm
you hide me away from the reach of the world
and keep me from falling on
I'm in a place that's filled with the grace of knowing
i can call you my own
you cover me
like your own
I'll hear you sayi'm your own<3 best dance. apollo.
apollo dancers won best dance for apollo today. :) it felt really good, i am so so glad that i've played a part in doing something for apollo. the apollo people in the audience were so supportive today, thank you. :) and i'm so thankful for the fac com and the really talented singer cum composer of our supersupernice & meaningful song (lyrics above) nigel bay. :) the celebrations today passed so fast, one minute we were in A201 preparing for the dance and the next min we are up on stage performing as apollo dancers :) and the next minute it's all over. i am so saddddddd :( i miss our national day item so much, didnt expect feeling like this at all. we only came up with the choreo like last week and now it's all overrr. i miss the red ribbons which made our dance looked so much cooler and i miss swishing them around to make pretty patterns. i miss hearing comments like, quoted from my classmate, "apollo item was most imba." :D and how they think modern dance is so cool. :) there were so few times when we managed to come together to practise this item, and i miss those very-few-days. i miss listening to the guitar and counting the beats to standardize our timings. aaaaa i feel so weird. :( the song just keeps playing in my head, even during cca practice this afternoon, just kept thinking of our national day item and how we all cheered for apollo and how excited we were when we heard that we won best dance. :D it is weird cause compared to best stuff like dance night, this event was done over a few days, thats why i have no idea how i ended up feeling so much for it. dance and apollo are my two top loves<3 in school, and i guess this is what happens when the two come together. and it definitely has something to do with the emo-ness of the song. it's like withdrawal symptoms haha. i dont like withdrawal symptoms, it makes me regret not treasuring those times enough. aaaa just miss the whole thing alot. i am so very proud of it, and am so very proud to be an apollo dancer. :) and i love the apollo dancers. <3